together still~P1

It's lucky if u can end up ur whole life with the person that u really love madly, and feel that person   totally awesome and too worth to be loved. love story always come with happy ending, hide the emptiness and frustration.  but the reality..erm..not all the person u love will nicely love u back absolutely not love u more..So, if u already found someone that really worth and awesome to be ur MR, lead u to Jannah, care, love u more..just stay by his side. close ur eyes for his weaknesses and use ur heart to see his effort..

owh ya???really???
forget it..cuz i'm the best tukang komplen..especially to my MR..set him to do this and that..please buat rambut macam ni..pakai facial..owh lagi..tolong diet (in fact i yg da patut start diet)..

As for me,  still don't know sape the one yang Allah tetapkan untuk i..maybe my Mr (that is what i really hope)..last 2 weeks, me n My Mr. berdingin & berjauh hati..actually i'm the one who not really care bout him while he always taking care and asked all kinds of question bout my day..i'm also the one that cannot control my emotions..always wanted to disassociate myself..created a gap between us..i do not have any feelings even to miss him or like him..no sense to love him anymore...and yes officially we break up!!

ehh..dulu nak le bunuh kann..sekarang ade brann??hahhaaa

but..till last weekend he still warm me with his sincerely care and responsibility on me..i'm promised to see him and for me kami akan jumpa just as a good friend..not more than that..(something bad happened during on my way to see him)..i text him and tell what had happened..he like so worried (maybe la kannn)...but suddenly i just hear a voice that i miss a lot..i don't know the reason i called him even i still have other friends..i'm cried and he keep calms of me..always..

After we met, just pretend that i'm really2 okay..only 2 sec..hahhaaa..n then i'm cried again..confuse whether my tears cuz of i'm scared or maybe i'm miss him so much..that's me..take for several mins to cool down..until we reached at USJ..i'm craving for Nasi Lemak Sambal Opah..op cos my mr. akan membawa saye ke kedai tuh.. :)

And that day i realized that we still need each other..we spend time together..watching movie..My Mr. teman i carik jeans kaler maler...meroyan nak pakai jeans berkaler2...makan macam tak makan berminggu2..(gemok tak sudah leeee kami....)..our day end with a smile and love ..hope i always love him..

*i'm sorry for the things i've done..sorry for the things i've said.. (mulut cam puake!!)